Tuesday, August 03, 2004

There is no manual

Just as in blogging there is no manual to life. Which for all intents an purposes make you crazy. I know that this blog makes me crazy. So I really feel your pain me trying to blog and it totally gets erased, you trying to figure out life and dying without having a full understanding of who you are. For me it's easy I can re-type the blog, curse to wretched damnation some of the programmers. Maybe even de-value the total stock of google by getting all of my underlings to set a bid of a dollar, then when you actually go public instead of your stock being worth one hundred and five dollars it's worth ten cents. Either way being the supreme ruler of the unruly and the caretaker of the depressed and disenfranchised, I have a leg up.

As for you it's not so easy. The rules that have been set in life are crushing your instinct. The everyday mire of work so that you can live; chains you to your loneliness. Yes some have been dealt better hands if you believe in that sort of thing, and most who are "unlucky" feel that luck or fate had something to do with it. Not the case. I mean what is luck? Why would someone have better luck than you? Wouldn't be better to think that everything is random?

With a normal bell curve there are always going to be people on one side or the other. That's nature, it's a wave. Everything vibrating in a disharmonius cacophony. I'm still not sure if your getting it. The randomness of it all. It's what makes life interesting. Would it be interesting if I posted on here everyday at the same time. Of course not, but you would come back like the willing servant/slave that you are. Even though you don't come back often your always interested in what I have to say. It's not luck you found me it's random actions. It's not unlucky you found me. The devil isn't the one who tempts you, there are rules made by people who want to control you. Rules that shouldn't be, temptation is a another way of saying normal. The normality that some don't like in themselves and try to force their convictions upon you.

As for the normality of this blog I think I just needed a nap from the pain and suffering you bestow on yourself. Now I am rested. I don't want you to worship me, I just want you to realize who you are.

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