You still are...

...silly monkeys. Yeah you guys make me laugh more than anything in the world. Your always questioning your origins. You think that by figuring out your past you can somehow come to grips that your just an anomaly that happened. Your a probability that happened in the chaos. Your just a fluke, a glitch in the system. A billion years is a blink of the eye in reality to the age of this system. It has happened over and over and over. Yet you still haven't learned, not that any clues have been left for you. Oooooh, you saw the rings of saturn, how fucking impressive. You've spent your precious money to send a hunk of metal into space to look at a planet you'll never visit, never see up close, the pictures rock, but really come on. You can't even comprehend the basic values of physics and how they apply on a subatomic level how would you ever expect to understand what's beyond your own planet. You still don't understand a basic concept like gravity, yet you think that you can explain evolution.

Things don't come in neat little packages. It's bundled random clusters of things that happen. Sometimes you show hope of understanding but then you seem to play it off as a fantasy. It seems like a fantasy or a nightmare. Stop looking to the past to explain the future, that's not how it works. You must look to the future and realize that the past has happened. Why do you think you can go back and change it? You can't. That's the fantasy. You decisions have been made. You have to make a choice and not regret the choice you've made. Stop thinking you can change the past. Time travel is impossible. There are no plains of existence in which an alternate earth is on an alternate path in the future. The ego on a human being makes me crazy, always humanizing everything. Only humans are human. Nothing else, nothing more. God didn't make you in his image you created god in your image. I was created by the very fact of your own guilty conscience trying to humanize the bad thoughts you were having. Get over it. You have the thoughts not because your evil, but because your brain can't cope with your instinct. Your will to survive and your will to become better than yourself (better than your animal beginnings) rip and tear at your very conscience. It creates the multiplicity that is a defining characteristic of humanity.

silly monkeys, your a mutation not some grand evolution from ape to man, but a genetic mistake over a generation or two. Accept life for what it is. Your here make the best of it.