It's getting hot in here...

...so take off all your inhibitions. Yes that's right hell is becoming overcrowded by the weak minded and weak willed. It's just not "cool" in here. Time to leave your inhibitions behind and face the true nature of humanity. It's the only path to take for enlightenment. Get rid of those mental blocks that are stopping you from following your dreams. Or start small and just get rid of the mental block that's stopping you from talking to that person your attracted to, but are too afraid to ask out. If they say no, laugh it off, they don't know what they are missing out on. It's the new you.

Being summer in half the world, especially the half I'm in right now, 'cause it's hot, I'd like to comment on dating. Yes the passions of warm weather brings out the beast in us all, and thank you beautiful women for treating guys like shit and ending up in hell with me. It's oh so nice to have you here. Strippers are excluded because they get treated like shit and it's kind of a never ending circle with them, so I give them a special room, with me. Anyways I don't want anyone to be afraid to walk up to a complete stranger and say hi. Remember you have the power to make your own will, and with that power you have persuasion as your guide. Even the geekiest guy can bang a model, even the most annoying talkative chick can get a boyfriend. Remember it is within your grasp as long as you think you have the power to achieve your goal. Even if that goal is banging two strippers at the same time. It can be achieved. No selling of the soul needed for picking up that perfect life mate, even if you live life day to day, hour by hour. Look them in the eye and tell them that you stopped dead in your tracks and you had to talk to them, that your very life depends on seeing their smile. How if you had only one wish it would be to have the most pleasurable experience of your life with them at this very moment. Or anything along those lines.

Listen those who hesitate, masturbate. It's been proven amonst the ages that this is true. So go out have fun, remember that how you present yourself is how others see you. If you present yourself as not having fun people will pick up on that. If you present yourself as the coolest, most happening person around, no matter how you look you can get laid. Go forth and be pleasured, it is time.

Politicians hide themselves away...

...they only started the war.

Well senate approved 99-1 to up fines on broadcasters to up to $275,000 per incedent with a max fine of $3,000,000. That means some poor schmuck making $7/hour can be fined up to three million dollars if he says something that someone finds indecent. With no clear rules as to what indecency is your government has now effectively put a stop to free speech on the airwaves. Good luck america the religious right is taking over and you don't care. Your apathy is leading your country right into the hands of people even god knows shouldn't be running things. They are hiding this in a defense bill, how ironic. A defense bill that is meant for war has an line in it about limiting speech.

"National security is more important than idividual will"-Jello Biafra.

My last refuge being torn apart because some religious zealot's decided to knock down a building. Whose god is more powerful, allah or god or yeweh. Silly silly bastards your destorying yourselves for an age old idea that a supreme being is watching over you and helping you out. He's not, he can just watch his creation kill each other. Now the zealot's are taking away your free-will. I can't wait to torture these bastards for eternity for what they are doing to america. Don't you realize, they will take away your speech, then your right to organize, then your right to protest. Stand up be counted and make your voice heard before it's too late. The chaos is on the way.

Funny to watch.

It's funny to watch the misery of the world. Not just for me, but god does it too, and you do it also. I'm surprised it took this long for reality tv to come into existance. In reality it's exactly what you've been doing for millenia. You watch the suffering of your fellow man, and enjoy that it's not you in that position. Or you idolize those in power and laugh at thier follies. All television is, is a reflection of society now. You have hundreds of channels segrated networks. Niche programming is another word for segragation. The more empowered the minority becomes the more they try and seperate from the majority. I've seen it before it happens all the time. Look at your tv like you would your own neighborhood. It's a reflection on you and your values. I enjoy it.

The real world, do those kids actually think they can solve each other's problems, they just seem to make each other's lives, and the lives around them worse. Same goes for road rules.

Paris and Nicole, wow these two I've been watching for years and I'm so glad you can watch them too. They are the most entertaining, don't give a fuck about anybody or thier feelings people around. If you think for a second that all rich people aren't like this think again. They don't give a fuck about you. That's why you have to look out for number one.

Survivor, seriously these people wouldn't last on a island without the help of a tv camera crew, well except for richard hatch. He ate rats, and caught fish.

Cops is the best. True reality tv. Middle america watch out because your heading this way.

It's always fun to step into the dark world of reality, I wonder if you really know what "normal" might be. I think it'd scare you cause reality tv isn't far off. Just check out single in the hamptons sometime.

Stress is for the weak

I know what your saying. Everyone gets stressed out how can it be for the weak. Well not everyone gets stressed out. It's actually a learned response to certain stimuli. You can conquer stress and become a different person all together. Don't sweat the small things. This world is full of random chaos, you can reduced the some of that random chaos, but some bad things or accidents will happen to you. It's just part of the system. So don't worry about the small things because they will eat you alive if you always think about them.

As far as the bigger problems in life, prevention is key. Get your oil changed every 3 months, brush your teeth every day, don't eat fast food more that once a week, pay your bills when the come in. It's about discipline and regimen. I know it sounds like enslavement. Isn't that what you are anyways, a slave. Why not accept your place in the world?...I know because it's not fun to be a slave. Well sometimes it's no fun being a master, stress comes along with being a master.

So how can one be weak and a master? Well if you have stress you have not mastered that yet. It's easy to master a person, or an animal, or a task. To master yourself, that should be the goal of every human. To become the most efficient human being on earth. It is in this mastery of self that one can reduce stress and become more human than human. It's not easy for everyone. Some have been born into a higher ordered circle and have the options that those in a lower circle might not have (i'll explain circles and such later). You can break the cycle, you can rise up, but you have to find the power in yourself and that's something I cannot give to you. Even if you want to "sell your soul" I can only show you the path but you have to be the one to take it.

Indicating Factors to a Cultural Revolution

These are in no particular order:

Age gap between the young and old. Old ideas, clash with new ideas.

"Future shock", alvin toffler very insightful. This is happening read the book. Like culture shock, but future shock happens when the tech grows too fast and the old get left behind

Information gap. This goes along with future shock, it's the leading indicator of revolution. This also coincides with mis-information, lies spread to undermine a cause.

Morality gap. I'm not even talking about religion, just morality in general. The difference between what is acceptable in different parts of the country or world.

Widespread corruption. I can't believe the corruption I have seen in the last 4 years. This is just the beginning.

Tax hikes. Tax hikes always lead to people paying more attention to politics, which causes them to question why they pay certain taxes. Come on $7 for taxes on your cell phone, that's insane.

More government interference. Like the FCC going after indecency. Are you kidding me. A government body not elected by the people put in positions of power are going to tell you what you can or cannot watch and listen to.

It only takes a match to light the fire, and the kindling is dry as...hell....hahaha...anyways.

I see it happening in 2 ways. Either Bush will get re-elected and things will go awry for another 4 years. The world balance will be upset, and massive protests will follow a collapse of the new Democratic Iraq. Or Kerry gets elected, erases the tax cuts and plunge the US into a depression unknown to anyone who is alive. Coupled with a terrorist attack in the US it will bring about the biggest protests since the 60's.

These things don't have to happen they are just paths that this world can take. The world is ripe for the young to take over. They are suppressed, they can't find work, and they are lost in a world that doesn't understand that they are the future. I understand, I've seen it before. It will be a dark time, but not for long and on the other side of the darkness the world will evolve into a society that better understands not only each other, but also themselves. People will look back on this time and think it's medieval compared to the innovation that is waiting happen. It will happen, but who will light the match?

Why I like america...

That title sounds like a little child's essay in third grade, but sometimes I must break things down into the simplest form to make the bitter pill easier to swallow. It's no wonder that the fanatical muslim's call the US "the great satan". Maybe they have a little more insight because of the atrocities the commit. I like america because of it's freedoms. It is almost the same as free-will, you have freedom in america as long as you don't impinge on the freedoms of others. It's funny though how hypocritical america can be. It seems more and more that laws are springing up that are creating barriers to personal freedom. In fact the U.S. has more laws on it's books than many dictatorships. Lawyers are my favorite next to politicians. They are the lowest of the low in your society. Politicians make the laws depending on whose spending the money, and the lawyers break the laws depending on how much you can spend. The almighty dollar deciding the parameters of your life. In god you trust...ha.

Congress passed a law limiting the term of your president so that he would not become to powerful. Yet it did not pass a law that governed itself in the same way. It is the very nature of humanity to impose whatever constraint on a source of power yet not apply the same constraint to itself. It is why a dictator applies strict rule to the people. It is the plebe's that control the power if they participate. I see money as a factor in this up coming election, when money has nothing to do with it if the people stand up and voice their opinion. It is exactly the apathy you have that inspires the wicked to be wicked, the powerful to take control, and prophets to lead you in a failed future. See there is no equilibrium, things are never equal. There is only an appearance of equality. The weak become powerful then corrupt then fall from grace. The nice become mean then become nice again out of need. It is the cyclic nature of this multiverse in which you live.

I see a cultural revolution on it's way. It is very frightening to me but fascinating in the same breath. The order that is being created to control the chaos is only going to create more chaos. I have seen it before and I will see it again. The laws are become more strict and inhibiting freedom (free-will) and this will cause a backlash like the world has never seen. While some nations are moving from industrial to digital, some are moving from agricultural to industrial. Some are skipping industry all together and going digital. You cannot force change you can only introduce it and hope it spreads. You cannot force people to be free, they have to want to be free. You cannot enforce a value when the value is not taught. Cultural Revolution is on the way. To be prepared you have to know the determining factors.

tomorrow I'll give you the check list of cultural revolution.

who is

Ok so you want a little more instruction on free will vs determinism. This has been a subject that has driven many a mortal to his ends, but its actually a very simple concept. Those who believe in fate and destiny are fated and destined. Those who do not believe in such constraints have free will.

It is much harder to live a life if you choose your own path. You have to have a strong mind, and strong convictions to stay on your path and accept responsibility for the choices you make. Not that having a fate is a bad thing. If a child feels fated to become a doctor and that idea of fate pushes him to excel then fate is a good thing. The opposite is when a person feels destined to become a failure, whether it was how they were coded growing up or the chemicals that control their perception. This is a very bad thing. The reason that determinism is such a bad thing is because your like a piece of driftwood in an ocean of choice. You "go with the flow". If you go with the flow and a choice comes your way that might not be the right choice you will tend to ride that choice like a wave heading right for a razor sharp coral reef. You get wrapped up in the undertow and your last thought is I was destined for this and you will except your fate and die.

Those who make choices realize that they can always change their mind. If they got caught up in the undertow, they know they can still swim to the top to get a breath, no matter how strong that current is, the human will to survive is stronger. Thousands of years has shown me just how ingenious you are. Of course you don't always make the right choices. Free-will is dangerous because you think that your choice has no consequence, since you have free-will. When you use your free will to impede another's free-will, you effectively end free-will. It cancels itself out. Like two waves hitting each other at their crest they cancel each other out. See with great power comes great responsibility the more powerful you become sometimes the more unresponsible you become. There are so many variables that go into free-will it's mind boggling, but you have the ability to break the mold and do anything if you believe you can do it. I will talk at length some other day about variable free will, but not today.

If you remember only one thing, if you think you are determined you will be, if you feel you are imprisoned you will be, if you feel guilty you will be. If you believe you can break the chains you will be able to. Reality is clay for your own molding and when you reach a level of understanding about your own self you can do anything. Be responsible because actions lead to other actions. There are constraints in the world, some which should be adhered to and some that don't need to be adhered to. You have the final say when you are ready to speak and know what you want to talk about. You make the choice if you want to use the waves to get to where you want to go, or if you just want to ride them to where ever they might take you.

Analyze not!

I'm really getting sick and tired of everyone thinking they have the answer. Just because someone went through the same thing as you,and they're giving you advice doesn't mean it's good advice. Take it from me. I used to give advice all the time. I thought that giving advice was the way to become more powerful. Some how by controlling a situation that is uncontrollable you feel like your doing some good. Well stop it, cause your causing more chaos that order. Those that give advice usually have just as chaotic a lifestyle as you. Like with me when I used to give advice it was because I had just lost my job upstairs and I thought I had all the answers. Well if I did I would of kept my mouth shut in the first place and started my own garden of eden.

The best thing to do for someone is help them make their own decisions. You can talk it over with them, if ask them what options they have, make them question their own motivation, but never tell them what to do. It's not your place or mine or god's to interfere with free-will. I use that term loosely because many of you have no free-will. Oh yeah you can have it or not. That's the big catch no one realizes. You think that you have it when you don't and when you do have it you come to understand why things go your own way. Being a leader doesn't give you free-will. Having the courage to be on your own is a step in the right direction. That doesn't mean when your 17 I want you to leave home. That's absurd, what it means is making your own choices and being responsible for your actions.

I might be the devil but I take responsibility for my actions. I don't let anyone sway my opinions. I am a leader and not a follower. I don't need friends if those friends are self-destructive, because I will become self-destructive. I am an outcast, a refugee who looks over the unfortunate who have failed their test.

So open, yet so afraid.

It's funny to me how afraid you really are of everything. Yes you tell your most intimate details in your blog, you tell your name, your im, your e-mail, maybe even a picture. You do everything short of putting up your address and phone number so that people can find you. Yet when someone im's you and talks about your blog you sign off. If someone writes a comment on your blog and you don't know them you try and track them down and see who this person is that dares make a comment. Why are you so afraid? You've left you life open to the world but you cut the ties when someone tries to make a real connection. It's really that which separates you from me. I am not afraid. Not afraid of the criticism, not afraid to make a connection. For I know that a connection is all we have. Moments, connections in time. They are fleeting, they are powerful and they are what make us more godlike. We learn from others. It's alright to be open and honest to break those chains of oppression that have shackled you for so long, but don't shy away when you are free because those chains can grow back.

I'd like to comment also that being free and honest and open doesn't necessarily mean sharing every detail of your waking life. I've come to realize why I like the blogging so much, it's because I can set you free. A system has been set up to imprison you to take away from you your ultimate goal. I want to free you from your chains, free you from your inhibition's. This isn't a bad thing, it is sometimes misconstrued as such by the moral majority. The questions you have to ask is who is setting up the rules? What is truth? Just because things always have doesn't mean the always were or have to be. It's time for you to think for the first time in your life about your life.

The Long and Winding Road

We all make decisions in our life. Mine was to become god which backfired since there was already a god. I mean it's not like it is down there, we couldn't vote on it or buy enough shares to provide a power shift. God is just a figure head anyways, in fact he's not even real. In a sense that is,...he's very real to some people just like I am. In fact basically whatever you decide to be real is real. It's called perception = reality. Your fragile minds can't comprehend what the universe or multiverse really is, so your mind creates perception. It's a way for your fragile mind to cope with all the impulses and stimuli you encounter on a daily basis. God created you in the same way that you created a computer system. You have a kernel that is the basic operating instructions. Or DNA. Then you have an operation system windows or linux or mac, whatever your into it's all the same. Freud described the o/s as the subconscious. Well sort of, he didn't have computers back in his day, but the subconscious is basically like dos, or unix shell. It's the programming language that control the programs and how things interact, and how the computer or being interacts with the outside world. As you grow up you are programmed. You take in and interpret everything that happens and then you become the person you are based on that coding. Which also means that if your fucked up, you can change that coding, you just need to find a programmer or hacker to come in and try and help you. Or you can do it yourself.

I think hacking your own brain is the way to go. You just have to be careful not to change the wrong things or else you'll end up super fucked. Now psychologists are latent programmers that try and see what's wrong with your code by going over past experiences with you. The hackers are the so called deviants trying different sexual interests and things society may deem insane. This isn't the case they just have a different perception of reality than you.

If none of this makes sense it's because your incredibly unadvanced creatures...mentally speaking. No worries we will go over this again in the future so you will get it.

The new balance

Ok so I heard god created a blog and I figured if he could do it why can't I. In fact as you might know that's what got me in trouble in the first place. I've been laying low for the last couple centries, but it's about time I set the record straight. There has been a lot of misrepresentations of me, mostly by people who say they worship me.

First let me say I don't want you to worship me. I never did things or became this for. This is for me. Hell is in your mind you create it by going against the grain. Listen I'm not a bad guy, I strive to be something more and that's why I got punished. Why can't we all become gods in our own way? We all have the power within us to become god-like and that's the secret he doesn't want you to know. I'll talk about that and other things, I just want to keep a balance now that I have been out casted.

Hopefully I can help you figure out your full potential with my ramblings. They are ramblings too...I mean you get stuck in infinium forver and have to think about what you did "wrong", you'll ramble too, oh you'll ramble. I'll tell you what though all the fucking torment in the world is nothing in comparsion to trying to create a username and password nowadays. If you ever thought that your some how vastly different from every other human on this speck of dust, try creating a new account on the internet.