More laws to be civilized.

I wonder if you remember a day when things were less scary. Think back to it. I'm not necessarily talking about being an unaware child. I'm talking about when you were unafraid to break the laws that made no sense. You were unafraid because no one cared that you were breaking these stupid laws. I mean what happened to that sense of civil disobedience that gripped the nation in the 60's and 70's. You can run around naked anymore smoking the green without becoming a felon.

It's because you have become a scared nation of co-dependents. You dependent on your government and your government, bloated, out of control dependent on your money. It reminds me more of the early colonial days before the revolution than what america should be. It's funny how you get from a basic framework to a constitution that's out of control. I remember quite vividly that there was opposition to including amendments to the constitution. Once thought of as a great idea, now has become a joke.

How is it that more laws are added everyday. Does that not mean your freedom is taken away with every stroke of a pen. With every signature a link removed of your chain. The ones in power are shortening your leash and you don't even notice.

It's because there are so many distractions for your fragile little monkey mind. Your worried that you forgot to turn off the space heater, the one you use because your gas bill is so high. Or you forgot to pay your cell phone bill...or was it your internet bill...I mean was it your cable bill...no no I believe it was you home phone bill. Although it could've been one of your several credit card bills. Too busy to think about freedom of speech and freedom from illegal searches. Freedom to get onto a plane without having to take your sneakers off. Why ....to feel safe?

I don't feel safe, in fact I am very afraid now of the government intruding into my life. I'm the fucking devil and I am starting to be wary that your government is watching me. I used to love this country. Freely available sex drugs and good clean fun. The kind that never harmed anyone but oneself. Now everything is a danger. Does anyone remember a time before SADD and MADD and RADD? I think there was less drinking and more fun. It wasn't that it was a simpler time...it was that we didn't have to worry that if we were walking down the street and smoking a cigarette whether we would get arrested for endagering the health of others.

Goddamn country was founded on the tobacco fields in south carolina.

More laws than ever more taxes than ever, I might have to move to mexico. Fuck the religious right...they have no right to dictate to you morality. This is a religious free zone, practice what you want in your own home. Fuck all you motherfuckers who think you can change society. You are all dumb animals causing stress trying to be more civilized. America has become the island of Dr Moreau and it is high time we show the master who is the real monster.

The devil ruined my good time...

I have ruined what some thing is their good time. It's the darkest side of me, it's the part of me that scares the most people. It will scare you too if you ever expiring it. You can feel it creep over you, like I know your deepest darkest secrets. This isn't what spoils your good time, in fact you enjoy that you don't have to explain much to me. I like it though, to see you uncomfortable in front of me, emotionally naked.

So why do I spoil some peoples good time. It's because I show you all your weakness, just by standing in front of you. I remind you of the things you want, which reminds you of the things that can happen when you take the short route to those things. It's funny cause in my opinion I'm just giving you what you want. It's society that gives you the guilt. Some think I dislike drugs...quite the opposite I enjoy watching people lose themselves in the moment. It's too bad that most people use them for every moment. It's a special thing and when it's not given it's proper respect it will take a toll on you.

Some think sex is always on my mind. It isn't but I enjoy it to it's fullest. I enjoy every little bit of it. The chase, the seduction, the unbridled passion between 2 or more people. I enjoy people who are open with themselves. It's why I enjoy strippers so much. So honest, wanting so badly to just be themselves.

Some will say I am angry, no...I'm just frustrated that you can't see what I can see. I want you to look at the world and see it for what it is. Yet you can't. I could help you, but why? Your fragile mind couldn't cope with the loneliness that this knowledge creates. So read, and when you read the lines between reality and reality blur, my reality and your reality.

You realize I ruined your good time, when you lose your own power to control. You realize that the world doesn't revolve around you or me. You realize that manipulation isn't power, it's only a cloak you wear. The cloak is gone and you are stripped of it all down to the core. You see your actions snap back, the layers of bullshit pull back. Your fun wasn't fun at all it was just a fabrication, now that your fabrication is gone your fun is gone. You realize how pathetic you are. You have only one person to blame. Yourself. I didn't ruin your good time, its just that you were running away from your pain so long that now that I am here and you have peered into my reality it has shattered your own protected shell.


You can be miserable, or you can just begin to realize.

less philosophy more description, I feel a break down of society.