Friday, February 18, 2005

Your an addict

In most rehab or 12 step programs they tell the addicts, they are trying to help, that they will always be an addict. Guess what...they were addicts before they had drugs or alcohol. The even bigger..."guess what" , is that you are all addicts. Addicted to different things. You can tell me all you want that you aren't but look at your music collection or movie collection. Look at how clean your house is, or how much you eat. Even the scholars are addicted to work, killing themselves slowly through stress.

Some people gloat about how they can smoke and stop anytime they want. It's not true, that's just the thin vale they put up to make themselves seem better than others. They crave nicotine just like every other animal. They convince themselves so they can convince you. Which is they way things go.

I love this one even better, I don't have a physical addiction...it's just mental! Who are the fucking mensa geniuses who say stupid shit like this. Guess what you mind works in a physical way. It releases chemicals, or responds to the lack of chemicals, by sending electric impulses along your internal wiring (your nervous system). That's a physical problem. Even if this logic doesn't phase you doesn't it worry you that you are an addict at all. No because this society embraces addiction. It coddles the weak, pathetic, losers and tries to help them "deal" with their problems.

Your spitting in the face of natural selection. Propagate the weak!...that's not how nature had intended it to be. Only the strong survive, unless you live in a society that will prolong your anguish at the taxed expense of those who can "deal". People only help people because they are told to do so. If no one was told to help out no one would. There is no kindness, there is only survival.

You see someone pulled over changing a tire so you pull over to help because that's how you were raised. BAM! they shoot you and steal your car. Fuck you wouldn't pull over anyways because you figure they person probably has a cell phone and has already called for help. In fact if a super hot girl was in trouble I wouldn't help her either. Why? because she's probably been coddled all her life just because she was good looking, and she needs to figure somethin out on her own.

So do you live in your own little world all your life. No, but you need to be suspicious of most people. Even so-called friends are out to take advantage. A friendship is a give and take, not a give all the time, or a take all the time. That's what happens though. You end up on either side of the spectrum. It's very hard to stay centered, that's why most slide to either end of the spectrum.

Where do you fall, giving, taking, or alone?