Halloween

So halloween turned out to be one of the most evil and fun in all my years. Had a great big party at my chateau. I would like to think that at least 100 people showed. The neighbors complained, but I have the police under my thumb so their calls were met with nothingness. Everything flowed with an uncanny perfection that can only be achieved when everyone is on the same wavelength.

I met a little vixen who felt the power in my eyes, she fell into the evil spell I had wound for the night. See the devil plays in a band of course. My costume, was hooded cobra commander. It's all in the eyes. You can convey so much with a glance or a look. She couldn't help but throw herself at my mercy. So as the party flared up around me I was in ecstasy as the clock struck midnight. The music playlist I had set-up so I didn't need to dj the night also hit right at midnight. It was the nexus of all things, and the end of everything. As the clock struck 12:01 the past faded into itself, and the a renewal of power came swiftly.

I looked at the weak around me who had no idea the significance of this night. To them it was just another drunken night of debotchery. They missed the whole point. Isn't that always the way for most. That's why there are those that control and those that are bonded. A night of perfection that was a construct from the beginning, it engineered humans. Cattle shuffling through the different levels of the house. Different themes, yet same ambiance. They could escape, and they didn't want to.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

The stink of rotting leaves washed by the rain is heavy in the air. The mist has rolled in, and the day is warm. Can you feel hell? I've warmed it up just for you today. For me it is midnight tonight that is the witching hour. We toil through rancid holidays of yore, were myth has become religion. Yet on all hallows eve we have stripped away the truth and created myth. It is time to hide your identity, time to wear a physical mask as opposed to the metaphorical one you wear the rest of the year. It has started.

Can you feel hell, creeping in your brain. Your thoughts turn to gore and evil and things you never thought you would do. It surrounds you and you accept it as the normal. Anything can happen tonight, the thin veil of sanity is is stretched to a break point. Now is not a time to dabble in trying to reach a spirit world. It is dead. As will you be if you try and contact the dead. Let them be, their energy has returned to the earth and they are nothing but the soil that I walk on. Dust to dust. It is about the reality you create for yourself. Will you let evil take you over, the evil they have spelled out, society telling you it is bad, all the time, whispers in your head. You can escape that today. Put on your mask, blend in the demons and devils and little ghosts.

Can you feel the hell, consuming your soul. Or what you've been told is your soul. It's just the becoming. Your stark realization that you are a souless being, that you are not special. A speck of space dust from a dead planet, that is what you are. An anomaly. There has been and will be more like your civilization. They cannot escape their own humanity, their own animality, their own devilitry. It is their nature, or nature in general that created and will destroy you. Why are you living such a boring life. It's time to do what you need to do to survive. It's time to break down the walls your society has built. To create is to destroy to destroy is rebirth. The cycle that nature keeps. The vicious circle you live.

Wear the mask.

It is a lonely life I lead. Seeing the cycles, living outside the bounds of them. For one night though I am not alone, for one night I can take off my mask and reveille in the undoing of society. Even if it is just one night. It last forever with me. The vague concept of time stands still tonight as the clock has to be set again, an hour with no time. It started with the full moon lunar eclipse, and will rise tonight in the hour with no time. Power my friends can be grasped, and held on to.

...are you ready, can you feel it....

Ok, maybe not a vengeance..

Yikes, how quickly the days go by in the fall time?! I always forget just how fast the fading of summer into fall darkness, and finally into the cold winter is. It sneaks up on me like an assailant in the night stalking it's prey. I spent all of last week in a drunken haze of girls and booze, strippers and cigarettes. Although I did happen to catch the political debates.

I had off for what seemed like eternity but in actuality was just 5 days. No excuses. I hear a lot of people are taking up the seasonal affect disorder as an excuse for being lazy. Whatever you want to believe and makes your pathetic life a little easier to cope with. I wouldn't doubt that in a hell hole like buffalo there would be a disorder that keeps everyone depressed, like sheep ready for the slaughter.

Anyways here is my recap of the political propaganda talks. boring.

The only clear winner was Dick Cheney. This guy was amazing on tv, and it should show you who is really running the big show in washington. The Bush/Kerry rhetoric was too much for many mere mortals let alone me to handle. I fucking had to get drunk just to listen to these two whinny bitches.

You should know that Kerry thinks that you are less than him. Really he does. He sees all of you as helpless little puppies that he has to care and nurture for. He thinks your idiots. Well he not that far off. Don't let him fool you, we are not in the movie momento, we have a short term memory. We know what you said. Your double talk reminds me of orwell's 1984. You talk like a lawyer, and you know what I fucking despise lawyers. Did you hear that remark about marrying into money. He's a son of a bitch. Hehe, people hate bush so much they can't see through this prick's veneer.

I'm not saying Bush is any better. He's basically a puppet. Not many get to actually live in a puppet regime, let alone know that it exists. Bush really does care for you pathetic wastes though. He some how sees some potential in you, and he talks to you like he's one of you. His morals are a little misguided but he's trying to atone for sins that he has. If he would give up the ghost and realize his true potential without a religious agenda, he could truly make some progress.

So what do we have. We have a society that is crumbling beneath our feet, one wants to save it, and the other wants to rescue it. Do you know the difference. One wants to prevent the opposition from scoring...save, and one wants to free you from dancer and harm or rescue you. If you can't see the difference then vote you conscience, hehehe.

I never tell you what to do. It's not my place. It's your choice to make. Make an informed choice and realize that america was built on a system of checks and balances. It's your checks and balances that are out of whack not your leader. It's career politicians that have too much power to wield in washington. Think term limits, think pay freezes. Wake up!